Last week’s health adventure ended up being a huge blessings. If I had to do it all over again, I would have made different choices and not put myself through the incredibly painful ordeal. But as the saying goes, “When you have lemons, make lemonade.” I figured if I had placed myself in such a position, I was going to make good use of the opportunity to grow.
So while I was awake and fasting for five days, because you just can’t sleep in that condition, I took a lot of time in silence, chatting with my body and learning from its wisdom. I spent time with every little ache and pain, not to mention the big ones, and asked my body to talk to me. I asked it to tell me what emotions it was storing and stuffing and how to release them. I spent hours in the middle of the night in deep silence, just listening… and I learned a lot about areas in my life where I still harbored self-judgments, where I was still trying to like people I did not, where I was not taking care of myself. It was a real eye-opening education.
After one particularly intense discussion with a rather large fibroid that has grown and shrunk throughout the years, I reached the core of its wisdom. Within 24 hrs, this painful growth, that has been with me for over fifteen years,simply disappeared. It didn’t just shrink. It was gone, without a trace. I’ve prayed for this with all my heart but I had never quite been able to get to the heart of the matter. I had been holding judgments against myself for less than loving relationships I had over two decades ago, and when I saw that and forgave myself, the hardened energy left me entirely and abruptly. I simply had to soften up towards myself.
It is amazing how quickly things can change when we find the areas in which we haven’t loved ourselves, and choose to bring the love back into the situation. I have experienced, and witnessed, numerous physical miracles such as these. I have had my entire life suddenly change to become more abundant and joyful. I have had miracles flow through me suddenly when I shifted my view of my own spirit. The past only exists insofar as we carry it with us. When we release it into the present state of love, it dissolves, along with all its unpleasant side effects.
So this week, see if you can find something in life that pains you, whether it is a physical or emotional condition, a situation, or a circumstance. Ask repeatedly, “What is this trying to teach me?” Write down the answer. Ask again, and again, and again until you feel the energy within you shift, until you feel love flood your being. Then witness the miraculous changes that come about in your life. As the angels like to say… Instant healing… just add love 🙂