It is such an easy concept to surrender to the heart in each moment, and yet such a challenge to unlearn all our old programs and allow ourselves this natural flow of life. I’ve been working so hard lately on projects I truly love – with clients, the newsletters, Facebook posts, the Internet show, and I’m now setting up to do healing transmissions on the Internet eventually. It is a juggling act. But when the hot weather started to arrive I thought to myself, “Dear God, I want to enjoy this summer too. I want some lazy days. I want time to do all these projects that I have a passion for and still feel like I’m living a balanced life. I have no idea how, but You do. Adjust my life. Adjust my heart… I surrender to your wisdom. I choose to believe so I can receive!”
I prayed this over a month ago. At the time I had the sudden urge to block off a weekend on the calendar in June and make sure I prepared as if I were going to be taking a few days off. I didn’t know why, but I did it. It didn’t make sense because I’ve been saving up to go film my shows. Nonetheless, when I get these feelings, I trust. I queued up my Facebook and newsletters in advance. Three days before the time off I didn’t have any guidance as to where I was going or what I was doing. Two days before, the guidance came. A client whom I am deeply grateful for gave me some free airline passes and suddenly I knew that I could spare two days to go on a little excursion to the beach. I trusted that even flying standby I’d get on flights. I trusted that even during the summer I’d find an affordable room and car. Two hours later a coupon for rental cars came in the email. A little motel came to my attention. Within hours I had a little trip to the beach scheduled. Needless to say I did get on the flights… in fact there is a wonderful story about that which I’ll share in a future newsletter .
And after two days off work, even with getting up at 3am to fly early, playing all day for two days then flying home, I feel like I’ve had a great summer vacation before summer had even arrived! I’m rejuvenated and have more to give. It was “irresponsible” of me to take time off at the moment, according to conventional standards, but completely in-response to my soul’s needs to get grounded after some huge energy work, and to refill before preparing the next series. So while it is not always “logical” to listen to the heart, if you trust in the Love that wants to love you… really trust… you open up to better possibilities than we can even imagine!