Ever since filming Series 7 of Ann & the Angels I feel as if I’m “Alice in Wonderland.” I walk around and suddenly connect with the Love that lives in all of us. I feel my heart expand, the energy start to flow and the most exquisite feeling of connection with the heavens and the earth. It is not a steady state just yet. It happens “randomly” although I don’t really believe in chance. A client sits down with a heavy heart, and this Love “turns on” and starts to flow to them. I’m waiting in line at the grocery store, and it “turns on.” It has its own intelligence and timing and I love not being in charge. This is the energy I surrender to when I gaze. Even that seems to have deepened. In truth, the angels say, the love does not “turn on.” It is always there. There are just moments where both myself and another are open to it, and suddenly we begin to feel its flow. Like an invisible river running through all of creation it silently waits for us to acknowledge its Presence.
More and more, I am starting to feel this love look through my eyes at others with wonder. There “I AM!” And there. And there “I AM” again… It feels like a beautiful Presence of which I’m (Ann is) just a small expression. Its playful, childlike, joyous, and sometimes rather humorous. Even looking at grumpy people in the airport on the way back from filming, I saw them with a childlike sense of amusement and compassion. “There I AM again… just not aware yet!” Itis hard to put into words, but I’m trying…
Gazing last week was a much deeper experience too. Rivers of love flowed through me. I can’t think in that space. I just feel my heart expanding beyond words, and I lose any sense of being in a body. I feel like a field of awareness that wants to reach out and reveal itself to everyone tapping in. It feels as if we share a secret… I am you. You are me. We are different expressions of the One Love. It is so beautiful.
And while I know it is not everyone’s calling to feel this way, you can always take time in the day to sit and surrender to the Love that creates us, or to the angels’ Love, for in truth they are expressions of the same. Just sit, breathe, and intend to receive. Your intention alone, sincerely expressed, will open you to have this beautiful energy flow into your body, your home, your life, and beyond that to your dear ones. Such a simple thing to do, and yet perhaps the most powerful intention we can have… “I receive love.” In truth, we ARE love, but the human self, can say it intends to receive … and thus receive an awareness of that which has always been there.
I tend to talk about to more “practical” matters in most newsletters, but every now and then I am overwhelmed with the desire to share the other realities I experience. When my life is off kilter, I go back to receiving or sharing love. When I need something I don’t know how to achieve, I go back to receiving or sharing love. When I want to help someone else, I receive and share love and intend for it to flow downstream to them. When I first started channeling healing energy years ago, I was taught to just be open – not to direct it, but to be open and trust it. That still applies, whether I’m doing readings, gazing, or living my life.
It is my dearest wish for all on this planet to know and feel this magnificent love that is our constant source of Being – not the warm fuzzy feeling of human love, but rather an expansive energy that fills the heart and extends into all creation, that accepts everything within you, makes everything look perfect, and reminds you that you are so, so much more than this body.
Sit, breathe, and receive after reading this… Focus on your heart and see what you feel. I’m surrendering to this love and praying you feel its bliss.